This time around.

Well I know I haven't blogged in a really long time so I am going to update about a few things that have been going on since the last time I did and then I also have some other stuff I need to get out my opinions on (SCKATHER/Ex-SCAKTHERish stuff) that I shall post another blog about when I am done with this one.


I'll start off with a few smaller things first:
I am newly addicted to twitter so if you have one and are not following me yet DO IT.
http://twitter.com/xsodapopp
:D

I mentioned my car in my blog post the first day that I got it and I just have to say: I freaking love that thing! <3

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Okay, so, on to the other more serious (kind of) stuff.... well I started college;I think that is the biggest change so far. It's been interesting... I mean, I'm not at a university so it's not that intense. I lucked out with some pretty good professors too so it's been alright. I think it's just still really weird to me that I am actually an adult now and that I really need to start acting as such more often. Along with that I have just been really thinking about everything differently lately. After some crap I pulled with some internet drama I just realized that I really need to just start acting more my age and learn to just shrug things off because really focusing on negative things helps nothing.


Other than school the only thing that has really been going on is that I have been working more which has been kinda nice 'cause I've been able to put some more money in savings and such. Even that has changed a lot though. Some people have quit and some new people have started (one being a good friend of mine, Joseph, which has been pretty rad.)

I think one of my biggest problems right now is that I am beginning to realize that I can't stop change from happening and that I have no control over what changes really and that scares the HELL out of me. I mean, I knew that a lot of change was coming as I started working and began school but I don't know. I think that will just always be my biggest issue. I think that is really my only fear aside from fear itself.


wow, well I am really boring now so I am going to stop this post for now and move on to the next one.